I have lots to learn!!

Why does it always seem like life is in constant chaos? I am beginning to wonder if from the day you are born to the day you die if God doesn't allow things to ever settle. Just when you think, "we're almost to a place in life where we will be able to breathe a little bit." BAMM!!! Something happens and things are now back to where the were before...chaos.

Sarah and I are asking for prayer...I know each one of you out there has issues and situations to deal with...infact I bet you do because again it seems like life is a constant state of chaos. As you know I am going back to school to become a paramedic and hopefully get a job at a fire department. It will be a sweet gig and we will be able to "breathe a bit." YEAH RIGHT!!! so Sarah was going to teach full time next year and everything looked like it was going to happen and BAM...the lady who was going to take the year off decided she wasn't after she had already told sarah she was. So we are trying to search for that again, because we need that job so I can take my classes.

Then as some of you know I have been thrusted into a position at my church called "lead pastor" that's right, I am the main cheese for our church. it isn't much of a church in the way of large numbers and programs. We meet in a school and are making progress. But it is a church that wants to be young and relevant but fights it every step of the way!!! anyways, I have that responsibility for the next couple of months and it is just another BAMM in our life that wasn't expected and yet seems to be something that God is allowing.

So I go back to I think God doesn't allow life to chill out on purpose...he keeps us in a constant state of "what the heck" possibly so that we can get to a state of "whatever, you're in charge". I guess that is what I need to learn!!! And until then He will keep things interesting. But once I do learn that there will be something else that I will say "what the heck" to...and around and around we go...I don't think it will ever stop!!